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jokes are half meant...

they say... it was... well, i guess it is. there are things that are too hard to say... coz it might hurt somebody's feeling... or you just have no guts to say it... when you like someone... and you just don't know how to say it... "eh idaan mo na lang ... pabiro!" some of my friends say it works... maybe it worked for them... there are times when we really wanted to say something to people pro you find it hard ...to start... it maybe something serious ... or something you think would hurt somebody...but you knew that you should tell him/her... i guess its the best way to say it... "pabiro or joking" at least it'll be lighter... nde parang sobrang serious ang dating... and you'll be able to laugh about it then... unless... manhid yung other party... well that's another case. i got this text message from my cousin... and it gave me an idea... that yeah maybe jokes are half meant... she advised me to send this to someone that i've be...

...can't imagine this is happening....

i was supposed to be super happy today... seeing him yesterday should've made me feel like i'm walking on the clouds but...i don't feel that way... i lot of things have been bothering me... maybe now i am beginning to expect things....to happen... and i definitely know that it would not...even in my dreams. God knows i tried my best to control my emotions...feelings... i just hope i can still hold on to it... i knew from the very start that ...we'll only be friends... (not more than that!) but i am only human... i never really thought i would feel this way... it's a sin... to expect something "special" would happen...between us... and i hate to feel this way... because we're friends... we've been friends for quite some time... we're not that super close... but i feel that we treat each other special... he's really very nice and kinda...sweet at times... but there are instances that i feel... he avoids doing things for me...its like there...