it's 12 in the morning and i just can't sleep... darn!!! i am super exhausted but my eyes are still wide open. "Kaya nga ba eh" i really don't want to see and hear anything that make me remember him. For the past months i've been trying to avoid everything i'm quite successful na nga..(deleted text messages, boxed every gift, picture...probably everything...) but eto na...the one thing i'm afraid of...I tried not to think na it's all bcoz of him.. but as far as i can remember wala naman nangyari earlier to make me stay awake at this time. Everytime i tried closing my eyes... i see his smile...tears began falling down my cheeks...suddenly i'm missing him. hate it! WE met...when we're on the same boat... mending...letting go...moving on...maybe we'd both agree that we brought the smile back in our lives... I tried to avoid it seems like destiny is playing with me again... It's just sad it ended in a way that i guess we both