At one point in your life you would realize something... you have to let go of something so precious... something so special... May I quote Marie Kondo if it does not "SPARK JOY" anymore you have to let it go. source: Google That does not mean you don't love the person anymore but you need to learn to love yourself more. When you are starting to lose your self-respect. I guess it's about time to move on to the next chapter of your life. I know it will not be easy but I have been through this couple years ago. Through prayers and support from friends... I was able to pick myself up. Baby steps... healing will not happen overnight... but I know in time my heart will heal... wounds heal... but the scars from the past represents my experiences and learnings... I always believe that there's always sunshine after the rain... and rainbows will bring colors to my life again... ♥