Monday, May 05, 2008

Only reminds me of you

it's 12 in the morning and i just can't sleep... darn!!! i am super exhausted but my eyes are still wide open. "Kaya nga ba eh" i really don't want to see and hear anything that make me remember him. For the past months i've been trying to avoid everything i'm quite successful na nga..(deleted text messages, boxed every gift, picture...probably everything...) but eto na...the one thing i'm afraid of...I tried not to think na it's all bcoz of him.. but as far as i can remember wala naman nangyari earlier to make me stay awake at this time. Everytime i tried closing my eyes... i see his smile...tears began falling down my cheeks...suddenly i'm missing him. hate it! WE met...when we're on the same boat... mending...letting go...moving on...maybe we'd both agree that we brought the smile back in our lives... I tried to avoid it seems like destiny is playing with me again... It's just sad it ended in a way that i guess we both didn't want to... but it has to end...
Solution: Write it down... so i got up went to the pc and start blogging... para i can release everything that's inside me... hopefully this would help... at least make me sleep na din.
There are many things we learn from life... people come and go... but each of us would agree that there is this certain person that we meet that's really different from the rest... somebody that from the first time you meet has this special spark... an inner light that comes from within... you can't explain what it is but it's there...making him special...
Memories may fade through time... but whenever you see the sun shining you will always remember him... as he had brought the sunshine back into my life... it seems time has been taking it back again... but i still believe that after every rain... there's always a rainbow that will bring some color in the sky... and the sun will surely shine...
I see you, beside meIt's only a dreamA vision of what used to beThe laughter, the sorrowPictures in timeFading to memoriesHow could I ever let you goIs it too late to let you know
"I wish this story ends as this song fades... Let every memory be carried by the wind across the ocean... and as the cool air brushes my cheeks... its gentle breeze dries the tears in my eyes..."
I tried to run from your sideBut each place I hideIt only reminds me of youWhen i turn out all the lightsEven the nightIt only reminds me of you
All will be cherished... I'll just wait for the sunshine again... i know it'll come soon...
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