charmed life♥

nothing's definite though... but i know i should be happy... but i can't understand why i am not... i've learned that my brother's getting married... (he haven't told us yet) i know it'll happen, in the near future... he's on the right age...but i feel its just too soooon... he's our baby... maybe i couldn't believe that he's settling down... that's why i feel this way...

i love to make you mine if it's the only way to hold you in my wild imagination still i don't know how to grab a chance and spent sometime for just a simple conversation. just give it a try though i'm not chasing rainbows in the sky i want to hold you in my dreams and make believe that it's true.. although i know, i know that it's impossible to do 'coz you're a star... people love you as you are... you're a million miles away from me. wish that you are here coz it's illusion everytime you're close to me and sing me love song. its the only way... i could tell the world i love you, although you're a million miles away... just give it a try though i'm not chasing rainbows in the sky i want to hold you in my dreams and make believe that it's true.. although i know, i know that it's impossible to do 'coz you're a star...you're a star... a million miles away from me... this song was sung by joey albert... in the late 80'...

There will be no ordinary days for you 'Cause there is someone who cares like i do You will have no reason to be sad anymore I am always ready with a smile With just one glimpse of you... You don't have to search no more 'Cause i am someone who will love you for sure So if we fall in love Maybe we'll sing this song as one If we fall in love We can write a better song than this If we fall in love We will have this melody in our heads If we fall in love Anywhere with you would be a better place. You can watch a movie in a different light I will be right there beside you hugging you oh so tight (oh so tight) Has my love feels so cold and empty again 'Cause I will keep on holding on and won't let go (never let you go) So if we fall in love Maybe we'll sing this song as one If we fall in love We can write a better song than this If we fall in love We will have this melody in our heads If we fall in love Anywhere with you would be a better place. Feel so good when...

Have you heard Nina's new song...Someday composed by Nyoy Volante? It's really a very touching song... it's about realizing somebody else's worth...Taking for granted somebody's feelings... That even if you've been hurt by someone in the past. Soon you'll be able to move on and find the person who is meant for you. SOMEDAY Someday you're gonna realize One day you'll see this through my eyes By then I won't even be there I'll be happy somewhere Even if i cared I know you don't really see my worth You think you're the best guy on earth Well I've got news for you I know I'm not that strong But it won't take long Won't take long Someday someone's gonna love me The way i wanted you to need me Someday someone's gonna take your place One day I'll forget about you You'll see i won't even miss you Someday, someday... Right now I know you can tell I'm down and I'm not doing well But one day these tear...

they say... it was... well, i guess it is. there are things that are too hard to say... coz it might hurt somebody's feeling... or you just have no guts to say it... when you like someone... and you just don't know how to say it... "eh idaan mo na lang ... pabiro!" some of my friends say it works... maybe it worked for them... there are times when we really wanted to say something to people pro you find it hard ...to start... it maybe something serious ... or something you think would hurt somebody...but you knew that you should tell him/her... i guess its the best way to say it... "pabiro or joking" at least it'll be lighter... nde parang sobrang serious ang dating... and you'll be able to laugh about it then... unless... manhid yung other party... well that's another case. i got this text message from my cousin... and it gave me an idea... that yeah maybe jokes are half meant... she advised me to send this to someone that i've be...

i was supposed to be super happy today... seeing him yesterday should've made me feel like i'm walking on the clouds but...i don't feel that way... i lot of things have been bothering me... maybe now i am beginning to expect things....to happen... and i definitely know that it would not...even in my dreams. God knows i tried my best to control my emotions...feelings... i just hope i can still hold on to it... i knew from the very start that ...we'll only be friends... (not more than that!) but i am only human... i never really thought i would feel this way... it's a sin... to expect something "special" would happen...between us... and i hate to feel this way... because we're friends... we've been friends for quite some time... we're not that super close... but i feel that we treat each other special... he's really very nice and kinda...sweet at times... but there are instances that i feel... he avoids doing things for me...its like there...

falling in love... we don't know when we'll feel it... but once it hits our heart... that's the only time we'll realize... indeed it's a nice feeling being in love...